It's a very emotional situation for me because I'm so young. I would be 20 years old with two children. I am very grateful that I have the same man and he will be there to help me raise my children. I won't be forced to be a single parent. Not just a single parent, but add a young person. I feel like people are too judgmental when it comes to someone else's life choices. They are not just lifestyle choices; certain things that people go through that others don't have to do in their lives, like raising a child. Even though it's very difficult for me to accept the fact that I'm waiting again, I say it with pride because I tell myself that I can't let anyone bring me down. I have always been happier when I was pregnant because I believe that stress and depression can harm the baby if the mother overdoes it. After all, I probably shouldn't have worried so much about my birthdays. If I expected a lower amount, I wouldn't have been so disappointed to actually receive less than expected. Having good and bad days is normal. Just be happy with what you have and move on with your days and years. After all, birthdays are just another day in every year that we