So realistically, my nails are a lot more invigorating right now. This might make me sound heartless, but how can you have heart for someone who had no heart for you and not only that, didn't really care about you, your feelings or your happiness. Yes, she passed away and it's a very sad day for most of these people here, like my cousins ​​Shanice and Sharonda, sitting behind me crying their eyes out, but I can rightly say that I didn't know her, I never had a meaningful conversation with her, I was not present at the numerous videos of her jokes and I have not been helped in life in any way by her, so what exactly should I feel other than what I am feeling in this exact moment? Anything else would just be a lie